I'm sick of being.unloved.
I'm sick of being lonely.
I'm sick of never being as good as everyone else.
I'm sick of being too awkward to fit in, and too dumb for the Summa Cum Laude kids
I'm sick of everything in this life.
I'm sick of the thousands of times I tried to make it better, and failed.
It hurts like a fishhook in the throat.
I'm sick of myself
I'm sick of everything.
And I want it all to go.