Looking for a boyfriend

I want a boyfriend that I’ll be very close to and in love with. I’m a very nice guy and I promise I’m not like some people who cheat on others and any of that. I’m literally loyal and honest. I hope to find the one and I don’t want to date someone who’ll end up breaking up with me. I’m fine with dating online from long distance, we can video chat and stuff and dm eachother on insta @latinsteven. I don’t want anyone to break up with me afterwards because then I’ll be depressed like I was when something like that happened to me between a guy, three months it was and I almost did something to myself and I’m afraid to go through that again but I wanna believe in love ??