My ex girlfriend broke up with me because she said she fell out of love with me. We're still friends and she has obviously moved on, but I can't say the same for me. Every time we talk it kills me. I still love her and thats wrong. I promised her I would always be there for her and I want to be but everything just hurts. I find myself not being able to form relationships with other people because everything I wanted in a person was her. I still think she's beautiful and I don't know how i'm going to move on. I have no feelings for anyone that is in the area i'm from. Plus my mom is homophobic and even forming female friendships is hard. Maybe getting a new girlfriend would help me but how am I supposed to? I want someone like her...I just havent found it yet. What do I do???