I've lost so many people this past year. i can't take it anymore..i want..need them back..they left out of nowhere and now I'm just alone. ppl who reach out here are too Young or just want something else. I'm i just doomed to always be fucking alone?? I'm sick of it and I really just want to die at this point i hate fighting when life is just ready for me to give up..im sick of this ..sick of all of this ..