What’s wrong with my life

Soooo I was on discord the other day and my friend was getting ready to leave the call so I blurted out “Nooo don’t leave me like my birth parents did” and they started cracking up and I started laughing too but when I said it our other friend joined and said “What the hell did I just walk into?” Sooo oh May go to a mental hospital for a week soo like won’t be able to reply.