About me

In my loneliest hours of the night,

The only thing I can think of is how I wish for someone to be mine.

Not so much as a romantic sense but that comforting feeling knowing that
I have someone that is there for me. Someone that will do anything for
me and I"d do anything for them.



The feeling of love, genuine love. Real love. The kind that most people would die for. I’m most certainly one of those people. My desperation seeps through the cracks of my intentions.



Everytime i walk by someone who has this type of person, I snarl in
disgust. How do people come across them so easily? Why can’t I be as
lucky as them? Do I not deserve it? Am I deserving of this relationship?

Probably not. If so, this would not be written by me.



I wish for the type of relationship where I can tell them anything and
they wouldn’t be disturbed no matter how dark it may be. If they were
the same as me, I would listen with every ounce of my heart. Because I
truly believe me and them are one in the same.



Me and that person will have an unbreakable bond.

No one will come between us. I know that it sounds bizarre but trust me, it will all be worth it.



To those of you reading this,

Do you think these demands are impossible? Do they seem unrealistic to
you? I would have to disagree. Nothing is truly impossible as long as it
is imaginable. As long as I always have hope, I will find this person.



s for me as a person, i must admit that at times i can be pretty morbid. when you decide that i am the right person for you and send me
a message, I will most likely bombard you with sudden remarks that
don"t make much sense in an attempt to scare you away. I fear that you
don"t mean what you say.



I request that if you do decide to come to my email, please have a
rather lengthy introduction. no short messages that have no meaning to
me.



if you do decide to send a short hi or hey i will ignore your email and delete it.

simple as that.



I hope to hear from somebody.